Releasion into expansion

This morning between the hours of 3 am to 4 am I awoke and restlessly could not return to sleep. So I naturally, decided to sit up and meditate and regulate my energy.

At this current time period of my life, I have been inner-going and outer-going yet another shift, or rather transition in my field and livelihood. An upgraded lifestyle that has caused me to let go of all that mis-aligns but requires a leap of faith in order to settle into the new. It is because of this transition that I was experiencing this restless night.

Now I have nothing against change. In fact, I have allowed and embraced change many time and again within my life, and even now I allow it still. But there are times where the noise attempts to get louder than the faith. Where the dysregulated emotions can attempt to direct or halt your step. Where the desire for instant outcome can place unnecessary pressure on you, and all of this can become the resistance introduced upon your trail.

As I sat upright within my bed, seated in a meditation stance within the dark, I steadied and centered my focus, and after a few attempts finally anchored within. From that centered space, the beginning of a epiphany arose. “My vibration, my energy - vibrates extremely high.” And from that initial thought, I sat there experiencing and realizing the magnitude of that feeling.

And as I sat there experiencing the spirit/energetic phenomena around me all while choosing to be unbothered, and doubling down on my own centering, I felt the constriction of energy within my energetic field. I recognized the areas and patterns within my own life that had been leading me to the act of placing a cap of constriction upon myself. And as my internal mind showed me these areas of distortion, I suddenly innerstood the weight of it all and felt the immense desire to release - to let go. And as I consciously released, I felt the energy rush and pour out of me with a golden light, spilling outward around me, and beyond me - and even beyond my current living space.

Suddenly, I thought of my life, my intention, how much effort, work, and evolving I placed into my existence just to expand, refine, grow, master, elevate - and here I was dishonoring and slowing down my own intent by not allowing the full expansion to fly free.

Here I was unconsciously bucking the current and playing small. Allowing expansion in many areas - but shrinking myself in others.

I observed how I contained and held back from allowing my energy to fully expand from my field. How I placed an unintentional cap on my natural power in particular situations and circumstances in life, being afraid and timid of my own power in relation to the comfortability and appeasement of the world. Falsely believing that I was too much.

I observed how I’ve expanded out of relationships, friendships, jobs, living spaces, and all manners of dynamics no longer serving, and I innerstood why with a freshness that hit me in a way never quite like before. “The old timeline, the behaviors, the patterns, people, places - all the things I left behind - couldn’t withstand nor contain the magnitude of the energy that I’ve expanded into. And therefore, it was always absolute that it would all be left behind.”

Through all of the observation, I recognized the importance of not resisting in my life. But instead, allowing the expansion within me free reign to fill itself out and flow freely outward, always. I made a stance and vow to honor, all of the work and effort I put into my life. To embrace my power with no restraint - no worry, concern, or fear. To release and let go of the constraints in every aspect of my life and being. Not just in moments - but in totality.

You see, expansion brings change and evolving. Sometimes that change is not always pleasant or considered easy - and so the tendency can develop to want to ignore or halt that change, instead of embrace it. But sometimes it may just be a simple process and not an earth shattering experience as we might think it to be. The key is to remain neutral and not add resistance in the form of speculation along the trail.

I’ve witnessed how the desire to not want to shake up one’s life due to comfortability, fear, or not wanting to cause discomfort in others can allow one to shrink or box themselves, stagnate, or even hit a ceiling in their reality. I’ve witnessed how this way of being can lead one to the experience of misery and feeling false identifications of Inferiority or misplacement in their sovereign power.

Whether change is ideal or not, isn’t up to debate or concern for me. Nor is it beneficial for me to add resistance or fear of outcome to its trail.

My job is just to honor the expansion that resides and continues to expand within me, and trust in the waters of that change.

I Breathe Expanded. I Perceive Expanded. I See Expanded. I Speak Expanded. I Sleep Expanded. I Dream Expanded. I Act/React/Interact Expanded.

I Create Expanded. I Move Expanded. I Live Expanded. I Feel Expanded. I Am Expanded.

Where in your life is your expansion calling for change?

Or Where in your life are you not allowing that energetic expansion to occur and take form?

I’ve made my stance on how I choose to be….

May my story inspire you to recognize your own expansion and to release the container on that expansion that resides within you.

And may you allow the change to carry you home…

-The Remi Gate